Don't Look Back

Still waiting. We spent the weekend finishing up the rooms as well as preparing all the "newborn baby equipment", and there's quite a lot. When you look at all the stuff we have for a newborn baby one has to wonder...does something that weighs 7-8 pounds and around 20 inches really require all the stuff we have ready for her. I mean between the baby swing, the bassonette, the infant car seat, the stroller, the double stroller, etc..., is it all necessary? No, it's not but it's available.

One has to learn not to question some things and just stroll along, but looking back and analyzing what one is doing is compeltely natural, and sometimes...helpful. But for now, we're just waiting for something to happen. Last night was Sunday and a large part of me was hoping for something to happen more sooner than later. I was suffering from a malignant form of what's known as the Sunday Blues (in E minor).